This will be a fairly short post for a change. I believe I have finally found the hidden barrier in my life and it wasn’t so hidden. I have recently discovered that a fear of criticism has apparently been my biggest obstacle to date.
As I discovered with some of my other fears, it would appear that my mind has masked this fear by simply avoiding it, unconsiously. I can now clearly see so many times that I wanted to do something. I wanted to take some sort of action, but for some reason I could never seem to do so. I never seemed to be able to identify what the block was. Now I realize that it was a fear of criticism.
The reason so many of my posts are so long is that I was simply afraid that people would not understand me unless I gave ample explanation. Maybe I’ll still have some long posts, maybe I won’t. If you don’t understand, feel free to ask and I’d be happy to elaborate.
I have resolved to not be so worried about what people think of me. You may notice that I have not apologized for being away for so long. I intend to never apologize for this sort of thing again.
I feel as if I am now a completely new person. I look forward to sharing with you the discoveries I make as I follow this new path.
Thank you
